"Nigguhoh"

I know you didn't mean it

My heart can't tell the difference
and neither can yours-
cuz the gun was never aimed at you

there was a white girl high on xanax
drunk out of her mind
hooked her arm in mine
and decided she wanted to spill her mind

told me the difference
between
me and a nigger
and a nigga

and it made as much sense to me
as whenever I witness
dudes defending their usage of bitch
like "there's Women and there's Them"
there's shelters and statistics
that show you're full of privelege
I mean you're
full of shit

"housewife"//"housenigga"//"I don't mind dick, but I'm just confused not a faggot, pops"

if I go to my favorite rapper's website
it'll be covered in/ women who
look nothing like him
or his mother
he is the voice of my generation
and city and hood
the voice of my generation
thinks women look good
(celebratory)
with large pale breasts
bending back so you can run your eyes
across their ribs like a bridge to nowhere

he says he speaks for us
for our standards
he knows what he wants
and will not apologize

I've had so many conversations with my best friends
she'll tell me that she ate too much today
jokeyjokeyjoke about maybe picking up a future coke or pill addiction
during her sophmore year of college
she wants to look good at lolla


will talk around the cocaine pill addiction she picked up
during her sophmore year of high school


if I look at my favorite rapper's wikipedia
it'll tell me that
his mother died
getting cosmetic surgery
even though numerous doctors warned her
it could be fatal
she wanted it
needed it
wanted it that badly

I don't know why

I posted a comment on my favorite rapper's blog
to this effect
twice
they both got deleted
immediately

my favorite rapper might be your favorite rapper
critically and commercially he's the world's favorite rapper right now
the voice of our generation
he speaks to us for us inside of us

this is what that voice is saying

I don't know what the voices inside his head his dick his head
are saying
or where they came from

but I wish he could kick it with my friends sometimesszzzz