lotta inboxes
you'd rather seem hateful than gay
that's weird!

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first grade:
this nigga was gay
everybody knew it
and everybody'd say it

every bathroom trip was a
"guard yr dick
'fore that fuckin fruitcup
gets a hold of it!"

his name was...
well, he knows his name
even if we never mention our game

i'd line up behind when we left the class
and get way up on The Gay Kid's ass

and we'd touch
and nobody'd know
one rose hand
and somebody'd go

to bathroom
and about two
minutes after
the other would join him
we were the masters
of mutual masturb-
nevermind.

fast forward
about fifteen years:
me and that bro still throw back beers
and No, hell no, is my smoking bro queer!

i wonder where it went for him
de-selected or re-directed
the pose

i wonder what it meant to him
when i screamed him a faggot
but then close...

but then close...

close...

pause.

I got my Secret Gay on for too long
to let some fuck shit like this go on
I know the lame things that I did as a kid
to try to keep my own proclivities hid

flex, you're forty
kanye is thirty
y'all grown as fuck and y'all still feeling dirty
when a dick comes up
like if you don't buck
as hard as you can
then you can't be a man

but here's the good news
you're gonna die soon!
but not soon enough!
there's so much time
to stop being silly
and man the fuck up

and we're all gonna get there
and it's gonna be great!
with a bunch of cool dads touching on dicks
and still being straight!

[ed: or whatever]

yeah!

you know who you is
it doesn't look like
you know who you is
it doesn't look like

(some people don't)

racing eternity
lakitu onscreen