(gain strength from the light like kal-el)
but Glitterfaced Ponderer of Gender
is my super hero name [UNGH]
(at least three of my heroes know my name)
one is at my side or in my mind at ti imes
(i'm a good son, i'm really doing fine)
i really do alright
(my parents know i love them
and my heart is in the right)
if your heart is in the right place
say yeah

(yeah)

(already back in bed, burping smoke out my nose)
weathering a complex, staying most out my clothes
(staying more out my clothes, liking more of my clothes)
getting compliments on more of my clothes!

(crying at britney spears and buffy)
kissing her shoulders really early
(lift every night at 2:40, then
make some cool shit and watch buffy

younger new twincharger
whose seeds have set to barking:
holster your bravado
and be more brave, be auto

auto with your pushing
auto when yr nigga need money for a fish taco
especially if he could outrap you
on your own damn track
boy goddess bless you

(my name now refers to a spirit)
i divorce it from the old testament
(reason, faith, and heart)
may they carry me through to the end
(realest nigga's real talk)
real niggas don't talk

'i won't get to rest if you don't get to rest'
i could write our whole revival
'i won't get to rest if you don't get to rest'
in misheard lyrics and scriptures, that point straight into the clouds

it's all automatic when i do it!
that's why i can't stop

this
self-mythologizing:

[Blood Meridian::]

motherunfucker inscribed on his knuckles
as young teen rubbin nuts off to the Rubbles
fuckin in chat rooms, addict computer
weird fucking kid, no friends from school or
that are even black close ears about that
run late to school run home after that
with the GDs at your back
and the white kids on your mind
looking for some hand-shaped clouds
so you can find
somewhere you can land
with a mouth wide open
find the malcolm x
break the world open
remember cheetos in the summer
laser disc with dad
bad boys blade runner
aliens dumb & dumber
even though th that's your grades
thaddon't mean that that's your fate
catapault from faith
kiss the dirt
splash your face
close your eyes
somewhere that you've never been before
and stick to the greens
like you herbivore, Kid

and when me and the boys went out
we killed, a thousand, butterflies

"so i put their wings into my mouth and said
a prayer for our safe arrival"

a lil behavior modification
never hurt nobody
meaning there's a chip in my brain
and i can't hurt nobody

craft every song into a wonderful leviathan
and board a love train with that angry nigga ty and them
and play board games with the demons that be tying them
tryna read death's mind
somewhat bill and ted
do everything manually
labor under dread